When I was thirteen, freshly awakened, I wanted to explain who I was to one of my friends. In simplest terms, what I was trying to say was that nothing about me had really changed except that now I had an irreversable and burdening condition. I listed the normal amount of things to sort myself from a myth.
I wrote it in a notebook, and presumably handed it to Alex whom I recently met and is now my ex, hoping for something promising. Yes I had something promising sooner or later.
What has been going on recently is a quarrel over DA. When he presumably told me things out of anger, I pulled out the notebook that I gave to him (and got back) 5 years ago. He wrote to me in squiggly, nearly incomprehensible cursive. I was able to decipher this as of late, and I thought about who really was who
I tell you, I grew in my self esteem.

One thing. He may try to disclaim this miraculous literature.I have the signature to prove what he wrote. (he was 14 15ish btw) Read on.
This. Is what he wrote.


"I believe you because im just like that. now I know it may sound like im lieing, but I have a friend thats just like us too. HIs name is conner but I call him fang and he calls me axle. neither of we can stand being outside for 2 hours or longer because it starts to hurt our eyes and i get headaches all the time outside. my symptoms are mostly the same as yours but some are a little different, i can eat garlic but i dont like to, second i am wide awake most of time at night but i cant make myself go to sleep and during the day im usually tired and fall asleep in most of my classes, the rest are the same as you. but there is one thing different completely from you, i cant stand crosses (you know like jesus and god crosses) theres just an odd thing about their presence that makes me uneasy and angry. Plus my hand itches a lot every time I touch one and my head hurts even to think about them. Now onto my anger, the psychologist just says i have anger problems (oh i hate that guy) but i know hes wrong because i constantly bite my brother whenever i get mad at him, ive bit his dad before too one time when he was being a jackass. Ive also bit my moms boyfriend one time when i axcidently heard them fucking so when he came out of their room i jumped on his back and bit the hell out of his sholder. i constantly cut myself just to taste blood because i cant every find any (oh, blood is so good) this may sound but ive often wondered what youre blood would taste like. ive what jodys blood would taste like too. if you call me later i will tell you more. i hope you believe me because i believe you. call me at xxx-xxx-xxxx. Please call me i need someone to talk to, to figure this all out.

Alex Snyder."

Now, The only reason I did this was because "i hope you believe me because i believe you" was broken. I was lied to in that direction, so I decided to exploit his stupidity. I have held in the fact that he's completely FABOAN for 5 years. I just now was able to fathom the extent of him being a nutcase.

/b/ anyone? and I will supply the censored information as well if you ask.
Thanks for listening.